And then fast forward, missing on the parts of excruciating teases from marsh and my best buds, then finally stopping here. Where everything was awkward between me and the guy. I really tried hard not to glance at his way,'cause he might think otherwise, which would be such a pain. But I really can't deny when we would meet eyes, which is really weird, 'cause I never felt him glancing at my way. But, anyway, he likes another girl from our batch. which brings me once again to say how much I am annoyed/slightly hating marsh. Stupid exams!
And now, because of the whole section's desperate need of passing his subject, I had to actually claim the spot of being in the whole trade. Does that mean I actually like my section?Hm... quite particular.
Thanks to Jennie, who was officially my spokeswoman the whole entire damned day, I was actually being altruistic; I was going to risk to be dying of shame for my grades. The whole class better be in my funeral!
All right the dare is to dance with my 'supposed crush' at the prom for one whole song. 3 minutes, maximum, and in return, marsh would hold back his red pen of evil failures.
It sounds really bad, honestly. I really didn't want him to get involved, I just know in my gut that feelings are going to get hurt... I don't know if any of his feelings would get hurt either.
But... right now... I'm just thinking of his mother. His mother is going to be there for heaven's sake! I feel like breaking down. And marsh even said it was the best offer he had ever gotten, I swear he just loves to torture me!
Oh, yeah, did I say that my spokeswoman asked him for me if I could dance with him and he actually agreed to it? How confusing is that? Believe me, it is.
I'm also worrying about something else. I have three minutes, 3 damn minutes to dance with him, it wsounds too long to comporehend. What am I going to say? Should I rehearse?
First things first:
"Oi, sorrysorrysorry! Kung gusto mo, mag-back out ka na lang. Nahihiya ako tuloy eh... andito yung mommy/daddy mo."
and if he says yes...
"Sure ka? Okay lang sa'yo?"
and if he nods or says a yes.
"thank you!... Kasi si SS..."
then... I don't know if he'd hold my hand or offer an arm... but when we get to the dance floor...
I'll be as silent as a mouse... and curse marsh as if my life dependson it... or maybe I'm just exaggerating... what do yu think?
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