The Whole New Belief

I'm very sorry everyone for not really updating, well you wouldn't really blame me when I tell you that I was so busy campaigning.... But oh well, I guess it wouldn't make a good excuse anyway...

Anyway, without further ado, let's get on with the post...

After visiting the Anti Cyber Bullying site, I knew that me and my "oneesan" wouldn't have anything other to say to each other so I closed the window and got back to being alone with the sweet savor of bytes in the internet...

But then I was greeted by that "swoosh" tone that signalled me of another Instant Message from a friend, apparently, it was another Group message from oneesan. The message was a question from her asking if somehow the people knew any bookstores where they have the Biblial book of Satanism available, and within the message, a link alla bout the term "Satanism". I hesitantly answered her, unsure of my choices of stores; to my embarressing attempt in givingher any information about the said product, she replied back saying that she tried checking products in that particular store, but found none. So I apologized to her and proceeded to the link attached to the message... As I read the whole introduction of Satanism, it gave me a whole new perspective of things, although I am still faithful to my Christian religion, Satanism, as I recall, says that the belief is not entirely "evil" or "dark" at all, but rather the whole opposite of a new perspective.

When I was clear of the whole subject, I immediately got attached to it, and asked for more info from oneesan, I told her that it really gave me a new look into "evil" and made me even grow more comfortable to my present chatmate. I haven't gotten the chance to thank her yet, to thank her for giving me a mental whack on my head that made me wake up and look at the other side of the whole world we call Earth...

Even throughout the whole conversation, I have realized that I had another converstaion with oneesan, only I grew to like her even more and she gained my total admiration and pure respect... However...

...at the same time, I felt the atmosphere around me tense up as I can feel myself out of words to type... So our talk seemed to end in a short matter of minutes, only to lead another topic in another widow, only, much more personal...